I look at pictures and remember the exact moments in which receded and followed. The priceless moments of finding a Dave Mathew’s Band CD in your car and teasing you over how much they suck. Or how we’d all giggle abundantly while trying to figure out which camera to look at. But mainly, I remember how much love you had to give. You loved. You loved everyone more than anyone I’ve ever known. And that was my favorite part about you. And with that you have given me a lifetime’s worth of comfort, because the universe knew that we all were going to need it. Missing you is like drowning in the sea, vast and hopeless. It’s a never ending heart ache that never lessens.
At least I have our pictures to get lost in for a little while